Why did you choose your major? (final)

The primary reason why I chose my major was that I did not think over carefully and am afraid of the consequences of making the decision by myself. I do not like the department of information management now. At vocational high school, for example, my scores of "introduction to computer science" were not perfect, I was often punished to correct the exam paper two times, but there were a lot of exam papers, so I could not finish it. It let me feel discouraged. I chose to cop out and purposely ignored it. The third of high school, for another example is that I want to improve my scores of "introduction to computer science". whenever I had some questions, I asked the teacher the answer. One time as usual I wanted to leave after asking the questions, the teacher knitting told me why I always ask such a simple questions. Ever after I did not ask the questions and like it at all. At that time I transferred my concentration to other subjects. After listening to my friend's words, I had just found that my accounting grade is better than the other classmates in my class. For the reason, I spent much time studying it. For instance, I could abidingly spend five hours practicing the questions of the reference book on Sunday. I also paid great attention to the learning of accounting in class. Absolutely, the grades of the subject were not bad and I love it as well. After the entrance exam was hold, it was time to fill out the application, my father suggested me to choose the Department of Information Management because he felt that the development of it in the future was good. However, I thought the department related to commerce or English was my interest for my English was poor, I failed the listening and speaking test on basic GEPT. Besides, I did not care the decision at the moment, I don't know the effect of the decision is so great：You will spend four years miserably studying the department that you do not like. Finally I accepted my father's advice. I do not feel happy in learning programming language such as C and C#. I do not understand the logic of the programming language and do not have any desire for learning it. Now I just realize that you can only take others' suggestions for reference, the most important, you must listen to the voice in your mind to know what you really want. It is your future, no one can help you meet the future at all. It is a golden age to study your major during the age of university, if you decide the right decision, you will live a replete life.